Third entry - I leave a letter instead

Dear Diary,

Today I won't write here.

Today, I will leave a letter instead.

A letter I don't know if I will ever dare to send.

If I dare, this will be all that remains here.

The letter will be somewhere else.

And if I don't…

then perhaps this is where the letter was always meant to stay.

The letter is written.

It is waiting here, safe for now.

Tomorrow, I will decide where it belongs.

Good night

S.S